孤单与寂寞

孤单与寂寞

有时候，我真的分不清‘孤单与寂寞’ 。

孤单就是一个人，没有任何人陪伴，
仿佛世界就只有你个人，没有人察觉到你的存在。。。
有人说，一个人是孤单的。。。
有人说，一个人也可以很自由。。。
其实，每个人都有孤单的时候，
一个人可以很自由。。。但久而久之就会变成孤单。

寂寞就是在人群中，但你感到你是一个人而已
就好像没有一个人真的在你身边。。。
寂寞时，要的就是有一个人可以明白你的感受，真正用心伴着你。。。
就只需要一个人。。。已经很足够了。
有时候，我会突然觉得我身在人群中，心却是一个人。。。这就叫寂寞！

孤单与寂寞。。。
谁也不能永远陪谁。。。
当你孤单时，你发现你脑海还有许多人在世界的另一端为你加油打气。。。
你就不会再感到孤单了。。。
当你寂寞时，你想起你心中的感动，你那瞬间的美好回忆。。。。
你就不会再感到寂寞了。。。


孤单与寂寞。。。
本来就是心中那扇门
只要心中那扇门打开了。。。就不会感到孤单与寂寞。。。


愿每个人都为自己打开心中那扇门。。。。

Which month YOU born???

JULY
Difficult to fathom and to be understood
Quiet unless excited or tensed
Has reputation
Easily consoled
Honest
Concern about people's feelings
Friendly
Approachable
Very emotional
Unpredictable and temperamental
Moody and easily hurt
Witty and sarky
Sentimental
Neither forgives nor forgets
Caring and loving
Strong sense of sympathy
Judge people through observations
Loves to be alone
Always broods about the past and the old friends
Likes to be quiet
Waits for friends
Not aggressive unless provoked
Loves to be loved
Easily hurt and takes long to recover
Overly concerned
Puts in effort in work

AUGUST
Loves to joke
Attractive
Suave and caring
Brave and fearless
Firm and has leadership qualities
Knows how to console others
Too generous and egoistic
Takes high pride of oneself
Thirsty for praises
Extraordinary spirit
Easily angered
Angry when provoked
Easily jealous
Observant
Careful and cautious
Thinks quickly
Independent thoughts
Loves to lead and to be led
Loves to dream
Talented in the arts, music and defence
Sensitive but not petty
Poor resistance against illnesses
Learns to relax
Hasty and rushy
Romantic
Loving and caring
Loves to make friends

SEPTEMBER
Suave and compromising
Careful, cautious and organised
Likes to point out people's mistakes
Likes to criticize
Quiet but able to talk well
Calm and cool
Kind and sympathetic
Concerned and detailed
Trustworthy, loyal and honest
Does work well
Sensitive Thinking
Good memory
Clever and knowledgeable
Loves to look for information
Must control oneself when criticising
Able to motivate oneself
Understanding
Secretive
Loves sports, leisure and travelling
Hardly shows emotions
Tends to bottle up feelings
Choosy especially in relationships
Loves wide things
Systematic

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OCTOBER
Loves to chat
Loves those who loves him
Loves to takes things at the centre
Attractive and suave
Inner and physical beauty
Does not lie or pretend
Sympathetic
Treats friends importantly
Always making friends
Easily hurt but recovers easily
Bad tempered
Selfish
Seldom helps unless asked
Daydreamer
Very opinionated
Does not care of what others think
Emotional
Decisive
Strong clairvoyance
Loves to travel, the arts and literature
Soft-spoken, loving and caring
Romantic
Touchy and easily jealous
Concerned
Loves outdoors
Just and fair
Spendthrift and easily influenced
Easily lose confidence

NOVEMBER
Has a lot of ideas
Difficult to fathom
Thinks forward
Unique and brilliant
Extraordinary ideas
Sharp thinking
Fine and strong clairvoyance
Can become good doctors
Careful and cautious
Dynamic in personality
Secretive
Inquisitive
Knows how to dig secrets
Always thinking
Less talkative but amiable
Brave and generous
Patient
Stubborn and hard-hearted
If there is a will, there is a way
Determined
Never give up
Hardly become angry unless provoked
Loves to be alone
Thinks differently from othersS
harp-minded
Motivates oneself
Does not appreciates praises
High-spirited
Well-built and tough
Deep love and emotions
Romantic
Uncertain in relationships
Homely
Hardworking
High abilities
Trustworthy
Honest and keeps secrets
Not able to control emotions
Unpredictable

DECEMBER
Loyal and generous
Patriotic
Active in games and interactions
Impatient and hasty
Ambitious
Influential in organizations
Loves to socialize
Loves praises
Loves attention
Loves to be loved
Honest and trustworthy
Not pretending
Short tempered and egoistic
Takes high pride in oneself
Hates restrictions
Loves to joke
Good sense of humor
Logical

Which month YOU born???

The month you born.....
Reflect you personality

JANUARY
Ambitious and serious
Loves to teach and be taught
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses
Likes to criticize
Hardworking and productive
Smart, neat and organised
Sensitive and has deep thoughts
Knows how to make others happy
Quiet unless excited or tensed
Rather reserved
Highly attentive
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love
Loves children
Loyal
Needs to improve social abilities
Easily jealous

FEBRUARY
Abstract thoughts
Loves reality and abstract
Intelligent and clever
Changing personality
Temperamental
Quiet, shy and humble
Low self esteem
Honest and loyal
Determined to reach goals
Loves freedom
Rebellious when restricted
Loves aggressiveness
Too sensitive and easily hurt
Showing anger easily
Dislike unnecessary things
Loves making friends but rarely shows it
Daring and stubborn
Ambitious
Realising dreams and hopes
Sharp Loves entertainment and leisure
Romantic on the inside not outside
Superstitious and ludicrous
Spendthrift
Learns to show emotions

MARCH
Attractive personality
Affectionate
Shy and reserved
Secretive
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic
Loves peace and serenity
Sensitive to others
Loves to serve others
Not easily angered
Trustworthy
Appreciative and returns kindness
Observant and assess others
Revengeful
Loves to dream and fantasize
Loves travelling
Loves attention
Hasty decisions in choosing partners
Loves home decors
Musically talented
Loves special things
Moody

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APRIL
Active and dynamic
Decisive and haste but tends to regret
Attractive and affectionate to oneself
Strong mentality
Loves attention
Diplomatic
ConsolingFriendly and solves people's problems
Brave and fearless
Adventurous
Loving and caring
Suave and generous
EmotionalRevengeful
Aggressive
Hasty
Good memory
Motivate oneself and the others
Sickness usually of the head and chest
Easily get too jealous

MAY
Stubborn and hard-hearted
Strong-willed and highly motivated
Sharp thoughts
Easily angered
Attracts others and loves attention
Deep feelings
Beautiful physically and mentally
Firm standpoint
Easily influenced
Needs no motivation
Easily consoled
Systematic (left brain)
Loves to dream
Strong clairvoyance
Understanding
Sickness usually in the ear and neck
Good imagination
Good debating skills
Good physical
Weak breathing
Loves literature and the arts
Loves travelling
Dislike being at home
Restless
Not having many children
Hardworking
High spirited
Spendthrift

JUNE
Thinks far with vision
Easily influenced by kindness
Polite and soft-spoken
Having lots of ideas
Sensitive
Active mind
Hesitating
Tends to delay
Choosy and always wants the best
Temperamental
Funny and humorous
Loves to joke
Good debating skills
Talkative
Daydreamer
Friendly
Knows how to make friends
Abiding
Able to show character
Easily hurt
Prone to getting colds
Loves to dress up
Easily bored
FussySeldom show emotions
Takes time to recover when hurt
Brand conscious
Executive
Stubborn
Those who loves me are enemies, those who hates me are friends

To be Continue.....

People that v met in our life

I like this article... I find it very meaningful...
That is true... that in our life
We meet many peple...
Some can be very nice... Some may make you feel hatred to them!
Your family, your friends, your classmate, your teacher, your boss, your activity partner....
There share... hold different memories with you...
Your beloved may hurt you.... Your family may give you fully support...your friends may disappointed you... your teacher may scold you.... your partner may brighten your day...
All the things will happen... its will keep on continue.... as the world is circle....
There come and here go....

I always ask myself ... what I want most out of my life??? Happiness??
But, how to gain happiness???
Happiness is just simple....
There no need last for long.... Its enough that to stay for some time....
Is the understanding....

Thank you to all the people that in my life...
Because of YOU ALL.... Now I am what "I AM"

For you,

Specially for you,

Here is a story about two teenagers that hold some silly funny memories …..
The language that I am using is…. called Phonetic Notation!!!
You will be the only one in the world who understand such language…..

The stories START……..
Su ta lu per b le kar mi b-er te mu, 2 ar tau 3 da hun dur lu ar gak n-er!!
Tar pi kar mi ler beh me ma harm mi sat tu sa ma la y-in ba ru ba ru yi ni…..
Moon k-in yi ni pang kil FATE.

It continue with…..
Kar mi me bun ya-yi pe sa ma an …. Kar mi mem ha ta pi ma sar la y- ang sar ma…
De li ma kar si ke ra ne ter man sa ya bi la sa ya per la sa shen ti rian…..
Yi gat ke, ki ter b-er du-er ker lu-ar ber sa ma- sa ma!!!
Bun yak pe ka la y-ang ker la kar tan gen bi re ber la gu.


The stories Conclude…..
Ber na – ber na gem pi la ta pat ka wan se per ti mu….
Sar ya der la tar hu ar pe y- ang sar ya mar hu…. Tan sar ya er kan mer nu ju ker im bian sa ya. GaMbADae!!!!


Hope You like this letter….
Huh!! I really finish this tough job, completed the letter.



Copyright 2005.

Funny PoSE

Feel Blue?? Unhappy?? NO mooD???

Maybe dis picture able to make me smile, laugh....
~~~ Hahahaha ~~~

Not Bad!!!
Enermy becomes friend.... All of them cooperarate just to take the huge delicious cake out of refrigerator..... and share together ...
SHh....shhh.. never tell our master about it!!!

Such A excellent TEAMWORK

~FAtE~

Time is passing by in a quick flow....
I ask myself have I done something that is worthy...??

After thinking for a couple of seconds .... i still havent got my answer...
But one thing that I am sure right now Is.... ... Everything have their value
Just that I cant figure out d value at present..........
Maybe in future or in next moment
I will get d answer.....WHO KNowS???

Thus, I tell myself if there is something that belongs to u ... U will get it
If there is not belongs to u.. U will never get it
Is that call "FATE"?
Some say ...u can change it
Some say ...u can't
The former is a positive thinker and d later is a negative thinker..
But, I agree both of them.
Is good that v think positive...but when v take a look back
U will realise.. there maybe just a EXcuses
If u keep telling that u will get it u will get it....
Will u look to another options??
Maybe THere are others choices that far more better than the one u wanted.
Or d thing that u are longing for it....
Actually not d thing u want

So, There are always a Alternative In our Life.
Wat for to be upset... IS not worth!!!
WAt V need to do is...
keep walking in our PaTh!!!
The day will Not be end!!

NeVer Get TO KnoE

Holiday !!! yes... is school holiday for about 2 month.
Yesterday was my last day in School ....hehe...
actually today is d last day... But no one is going to school today... everybody ponteng....Wakkaka...
My Frenz...C u all ya...Miss all Of U ...Happy holiday ...C u all next year!!!


The LAst day, I got to noe lots of secret
b4 tat i Never get to noe....
Aiyo......sumore need to play "TRue Or DaRe " only noe all d secret .
But tat really a nice game in order to get to knoe each other BeTTeR ...
Every one have their own StOries IN the back....
Anyway, HoPe BeSt Of LucK to All My frenz ....
I will be at Your Side !!!

FriendShip

Will A FriendShip ..... Last Forever ....?

Nobody can predict the future....
Nobody can tell out the changes in themselves...

There are no limatation in a relationship
There are no eternal promises that able to last forever

I dont mind if the situation have been changed....
Coz i understand that I have to change to just suit the atmosphere...

I dont mind that is the friendship have been broken...
Or the feeling of comfort have been lost between a friendship....
The changes is a new format... there cant be return or undo to be the old one again

But, there is one thing i am sure that
i am grateful to have friends like all of you...
Thanks for everything
make my life more meaningful
and my path of life not lonely...

Am I Happy

我真的快樂嗎?...
我常告诉我自己我要快乐。。。。
我是強顏歡笑吗？...
為什麼不說出來...
我常常呆滯、常常眼神空洞，真的有嗎？
如果有，為什麼我不知道？...
為什麼有人要告訴我？...

總覺得我也漸漸在改變，變得不喜歡說出自己的感覺，
常常故做快樂、開朗
常常选择逃避
逃避得连我自己也忘了自己要什么.......

我什麼時候才開始這樣.. ...
好像是從越來越懂事時，就越來越不喜歡說出自己的心情...
我在害怕嗎?..
我真的在害怕.......

我如果不再是我

要怎麼辦?...

Walking Tour

Recently..... I am searching every corner juz to find a piece of article that is meaningful
Finally , I got it......
it really touch my heart ..... my inner sense....... of understanding about life

-http://www.geocities.co.jp/Hollywood/1387/walkingtour.html

我們在走著
我們在走著
從時間軸的過去朝著未來
不停地走著
我們不是只有獨自一人
家人、朋友、戀人都跟我們一起走著
這好像永遠都會繼續下去
但有時卻沒有辦法停下了腳步的人
再也沒有辦法走下去了


不過那個人並不是消失了
而是站在那兒
一直地站在那裡
看著我們往前走去
並不是消失了
因為永遠都在那個地方
放心吧......我們繼續走下去吧!!!!
是的，其實...沒有一個人消失了
大家都在那個地方為我們加油
所以...走下去!

真是走了好久呢
還真是有點累了呢
我看我差不多...停下來...也沒有關係...了吧
<呼>.........

總算是見著面了
啊..... 奇怪 我在你停下來之後又走了很久，怎麼就在我背後
人一生所走的距離啊,回過頭來看
其實很短
什麼嘛..... 早知道....我也慢慢走了
先不管 你看看你的家人
他們還在看著你喔
喂 , 一直在著後面會跌倒喔
記得好好的走下去......................


This is dedicated to one of my friend ......
HoPe she understand the nature of life that every of us need to face
My frenz keep on going ur life ....
We have to loss something in our life ..... But there will not the end for u.
Remember..........

WE Will always be there for YOU .......

GoOD Vs BaD

What should we do when bad things happen in our life ......
For me.... I will get very desperate ... ... feeling that this world full of wrong .... devil....there is nothing worth in dis world.

BUT .....
until i found this article , I finally realise that there will be a different when we
THINK POSITIVE and count our blessing.

Hectic life

Days will never rest...
Exam .... exam and still exam.It seem like never end.
Hey..NO...cannot cannnot!!! touch wood.
Holly bad to have exam......(^.@)
Burning midnight oil....drinking for coffee juz to stay awake, eat a lot coz feel toO stressful
(getting heavier after exam I think)....
PoooOr things.
But the most thing i undesirable is.....
Got stuck in the exam ....and never got an single idea how to do the exam paper.
Haiz......

My New Blog

Hey.... newly create a blog...
There will be my dairy in computer... hehe...CoOl
So that i can talk without speaking. But talk with feeling....
Haha..... FuN ..
Can talk about crap...talk about de life , de time .....etc..