Xmas gift

my christmas gift- biology test + programming test
haiz....
Dreams is always different from reality!
In legend, santa claus responsible to fulfill all the children dreams and make them happy!
but in reality....

whatwever! i definitely missing christmas celebration at KL that full of merry atmosphere and lovely family and friends around~

Trip to kuala selangor

Since kampar is boring, we suggest to go to kuala selangor.(one of my friends hometown)

Overall, I like the activities there especially the visit to taman kelip kelip~ The first time I got to hold a firefly on my hand. That's was amazing! Fireflies at the tree were shinning like christmas tree. But, what a waste i cant capture the moment! The pak cik that guide us through the journey was friendly. He allow us to sing song and catch fireflies for us~ That was quite lucky I can said since my friends in another boat could not do so.

The seafood there was nice and the price was resonable too. Well, we have captured all the food we have eaten and the photo will soon be uploaded! MOst suprising present I received throughout the trip was where I meet my primary school teacher there! She was having her holiday there with her family too. The amazing thing was I request a lady to take photo for us, then only i realised the lady was my teacher.She can still recognise me! What can I said, I feel Good!

Ever got to know

Ever got to know that i ll away from my home
Ever got to know that i ll study here
Ever got to know that i learn more that i should
Ever got to know that i should solve those silly conflict
Ever got to know that i have been growning up through the process
Ever got to know that i knew someone that really in the same boat
Ever got to know that i actually regret my decision
Ever got to know that i change to a big girl, with more mature thinking
Ever got to know such annoying fellow and force to stick with it
Ever got to know that i ll gain much attention from others
Ever got to know when the happiness and sadness come with me
But for sure, I am working out hard to do my very best in life!

My trip back to hometown

This time was my first time to reach kl at night.

Wednesday:

Around 10sth, i reach pudu raya bus station. Kinda miss the way back, as if i havent back to kl very long... It seem tired for the bus trip but worth it!!

I dunno why i have such feeling.... but JUZ FEEL IT!

Went dinner and supper with my parents at mamak~ Suddenly, missing mamak stall in kampar that i usually visit- Ghany!

Thursday:

Went out with sis and cousin sis to buy my high hill for presentation! but I bought nothing at the end~hehe(",) I am really choosy!
New tv in home-SONY Bravia. 32 inch LCD tv really nice! But i used to have no tv in life. For me it really doesnt matter how big is the TV.

Friday:

Doing research for my public speaking presentation.. I need FUNNY MOVIE to add to my slide show! But, I cant find any... haiz..
VIRUS attack my laptop again~ promises that no pen drive from others unless emergency!!
Study for my chemistry, next week is the test! die....
having steamboat dinner with my old buddy.. kinda miss them!
Btw, realise that many things is changing as i am too...
looking forward to meet jy and my tomorrow as about 2months didnt meet them!

Things has not been fine!

----- Juz feel lack of motivation -----
---I wanna shout to the world----
------------Am I doing the right decision for myself-----
---What can make me happy everyday-----
----------Do I really surpass myself------

Am I good enough to handle all the obstacles?

All this question arise to me everyday...
I cant give a pretty good answer to it~

I miss my past, the way i used to be

the one that always tresures my friends

the one that lives for my own

the one that always realise what am i doing

the one that always get support from my family

the one that i used to be.......

My life in University

The word hectic would be the most suitable word to describe my life in university.
Study at UTAR is not my first choice at first, but due some specific factors i got to make it my choice. When I was in secondary life, I always look forward to have a university life.However, reality is always the oppose with the imagination. Things is not going on as what i really imagine it.A bit of disappointment as i realise the whole image of my university life.
Firstly, I am not as tough as i think when i am away from home!I actually feel lonely in the crowd.Maybe i have a different way of mindset with others.I like to day-dream about my future.Unfortuntely, my dream ll never turn out to be the reality.Is just remain a story in the fairy tales.
I even lost my direction of my future.Am i capable to do wellin my course?? tHat's the biggest question hang around in my head!Sometimes, I do feel that i am too confident to myself and forget about my weakness! Then, when things turn out to bad, I only start to realise my sillyness in doing things.