The Path I have and I had

That's so true

2011-02-11T18:26:00.007+08:00

That's what gossip girl said:

All in the instant, everything changes.
We leave the past behind and speed toward the unknown... our future!
We set out for far off places and try to find ouvselves
Or try to lose ourselves exploring pleasures

The problem start when we refuse to let changes happen and cling to old habits.
If we hold on to the past to tight, the future may never come..........

Sometimes

2011-01-26T00:34:00.002+08:00

Sometimes
when I say "I am Okay",
I want someone
to look me in the eyes,
hug me tight
and say
"I know
You are NOT"

A new Page

2011-01-01T22:58:00.003+08:00

It's 1111 today!!!
A brand new year <3

I shall not dwell in the past anymore
It's really time for me to look forward...

Shall the sadness flew away
Shall them be the memories...

For things I did wrong, I learned
For things I lost, I forget
For things I expect, I lessen
For things I desire, I hope
For things I gained, I treasured
For things life gives to me, I remembered

'When we keep thinking what we dont have; we forgot what we do have."

My 2011 new year resolution:
Start over with a smile =)

Simplicity

2010-11-09T22:54:00.006+08:00

Instead of reading journals, blogging strike my mind!! I made this kind of statement once in a blue moon. I just don't know why :p
By the way, I have totally nothing in my mind. I know is lame. But I just feel like typing some random thoughts...

before making any comments toward others, take a walk in other peoples' shoes
............because you have absoultely no idea why people do things the way, just not the way you do yours.
...........because you have totally no right being to cant accept others obsess with the things they like, just not the cup of your tea.

you dont have to lose the girl to be a woman!! Sometimes being naive can be enjoyable than knowing the ugly truth.

if you think you're great, others think they are as well. So, dont ever run in to others and degrades others' way of life.

There's no formula for a relationship.

When I'm trying to escape from reality, that's the imminent return to real life.

Being yourself is just not enough, the concern is about realising yourself.

Life's good! Why worry?? lolx.

Well, it's time for bed.
Au revoir.

Picture tell its all..

2010-09-29T00:19:00.002+08:00

till 27Sept'10

2010-09-23T14:47:00.005+08:00

credit::outsource::credit

"Examination - Love 'em but hate' m."
Day by day, I'm counting down for the last paper of this semester ")

Learn to fall and you grown

2010-08-14T20:18:00.006+08:00

"The longer we dwell on our misfortune,
The greater is their power harm us.

So, we should never look back.
Victory will never be found in retreating."

I forgot where I copied this phrases from,
But is now in my to-learn-list!!!

"Learn to accept, learn to fall, and you grown" ( my brother 2010)

I shall move on!!!

Blank.

2010-08-13T20:04:00.003+08:00

A blank page.
Just like my future. A blank page.

Interest Or Reality?

I am bound to be true to myself
I always confine truly to myself
But reality is the one who make things complicating
I cant contemplate complexities that life throw to me!

I hesitate. I wonder. I lost.
Does the sacrifice worth the redemption of satisfaction?
Does the belief worth to be believe?
Why does moderation invites challenges that I do not foresee?

In the midst of complexities...

Family Day

2010-06-12T17:34:00.000+08:00

A normal weekend with lots of love
Love is everywhere... any form
But,
It's lift out whom you be with

"Everyday is father's or mother's day, if u cherish the meaning behind"
That's what my parents told us..
I guess that's the reason why we used to not have celebration on the day itself every year.

Mother's day & Father's Day celebration at shook@ starhill

Precious gift always come in small package
Beautiful moments always sweet and brief
.....that goes the same with my post
=p

I'm Back

2010-05-15T15:29:00.013+08:00

I have been disappeared from here for almost 5 months...
Due to my laziness to blog, Internet connection broke down in hostel, busy for college stuff.. plenty of excuses I can give.. I even think that facebook have done a good job to update my recent activities, why wasting time to blog. lol.
Well, say Yes.. I am lazy!!!

Without hesitating, let's update myself abt what I have been busy for.
First, I am officially 21st. Entitled as adult but still a kiddy-minded youth. tsktsk** A blessed birthday I had. The Celebration, pressie and surprises from my classmates and housemates was lovely. Thanks to all :) Another awesome celebration in Federal Hotel from my lovely ji muiss. A delayed but a memorable one! Love you girls <3

Second, I have just finished my year two final exam and moving on to year three next semester. Just One more year to go and I will be officially a graduate. Time flies, I would say. I dont even realise that I have been living in kampar for almost 3 years!!! A lil, quiescent town when I was here. And now it still a lil town but with more and more cars and peeps buzz around. A lovely place that's no longer a stranger to me. Indeed, I spent most my time here. As usual, ve been busy as a typical uni student. When comes to exam, everyone ll be staying up late night to study; When the exams over, everyone still staying up late for celebration. That's what we called it uni life. Just before the study break, we went to cameron for a lil short break away from the suffocating continous testsss and assignments.That's was a great trip, with full of laughter! especially with crazzy friends.

A short and brief update.
Signing off...

Internship

2009-12-24T15:46:00.017+08:00

Hi peeps, I am back!
I have been busy for other stuff rather than sitting down in front of comp to update my blog. Kinda lazy ;)
I am sick of those weekly, monthly and final report for my industrial attachment. So, I prefer to write this post in Q&A format. That's would be much easier I guess.

1. How was my internship?
One word. BORED. From the first day of training, I started to love 5pm very much! Cant wait till 5 every day! It's simply because I ll be out of the lab at 5pm!

2. Do I like my training?
I would say half-half. I like the ppl but I don like the work. I like to tag along with the interns & some of the staff thr. We used to go out for lunch, hide in microbio room to gossip or share interest and find chances to visit the wards or walk around the hospital. That's the fun part! When comes to work, I don't really like it. That's not what I expect! Frankly speaking, I am regret to turn down the offer from IMR!

3. What have "Me" learned?
Ok. I learned all those medical term, screening test, fundamental theory in medical lab.. (I can always give you my final report to read if you wanna know more. LOL!) BUT, the most important lesson I have learned wasnt mentioned in the report. The ugly truth!! I learn the ugly truth in d industry. Guess what? I dont believe until I get through it myself.

4. The Most popular Advice from others
Choose Wise n Smart for your career!

5. Shall I become MLT in future?
I would say No. We shall c what happen in future. lol.

6. The most wonderful day during training
The last day in Lab!!! I have the best lunch ever. The very first n last time all the staffs were having lunch together gather..

7. The most terrible day during training
The first day in Lab!!! Because I am NOT attached to the department I applied for. I regret!

8. Task that I like the most in lab
To seperate serum from blood. Don ask me why. I dunno why. Maybe is the easiest job.

9. Task that I hate the most in lab
Finding lab request form

10. Interesting experiences as trainees
My first time experience to perform glucose finger prick testing for public. Joy (another trainee) and I did glucose finger prick testing for Kenny Roger's staffs that attended the healty diet in Berjaya Times Square. I was suprised that most of the ladies were so scared of that little lancet would hurt their finger. lol.

11. How "Me" feel about the lab?
Some words are left better not said.

Obsess with 'The Climb'

2009-10-24T13:04:00.006+08:00

I can almost see it

That dream I'm dreaming but

There's a voice inside my head sayin,

You'll never reach it,

Every step I'm taking,

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking but I

Got to keep trying

Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain

I'm always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle,

Sometimes you going to have to lose,

Ain't about how fast I get there,

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes they knock me down but

No I'm not breaking

The pain I'm knowing

But these are the moments that

I'm going to remember most yeah

Just got to keep going

And I, I got to be strong

Just keep pushing on,

There's always going to be another mountain

I'm always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle,

Sometimes you going to have to lose,

Ain't about how fast I get there,

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain

I'm always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle,

Sometimes you going to have to lose,

Ain't about how fast I get there,

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

Keep on moving

Keep climbing

Keep the faith baby

It's all about

The climb

Keep the faith

Keep your faith

I just fell the same as what the lyrics saysss..... It's the Climb

Random-Ness

2009-10-11T21:57:00.005+08:00

I just simply like this picture so much =)

认识你

2009-08-29T13:40:00.005+08:00

人与人的缘分就像公共巴士，
有些人，会在半路途下车，
有些人，会在下一站上车，
我们都不知道谁会遇见谁。。。
有一些人，你一开始就看他不顺眼，
可是后来却是你的朋友。
有一些人，你觉得他会是个好朋友，
认识后才发现不是这么一回事。
有一些朋友，话题总围绕着小范围，就这么谈也谈不上话题。
有一些朋友，会让你感觉很舒服，就好像一见如故，可以谈得畅快。
你就是其中一位。。。让我感到你是一见如故的朋友！
认识你，不是很长的时间，也不是常聚在一起。
但是，与你谈话就很轻松，不束缚，一起分享生活点滴。。。
交朋友就是这样，舒服就好。

P/s: dedicated to the one who read this, and know what it means for =p

I just Felt...

2009-07-24T18:00:00.002+08:00

credit: wall photo from kokoro animation

看见的，不一定是发生的；所发生的；不一定是看到的。
不要问自己，为什么每次受伤的总是我？要问自己，为什么让他人受伤害？
争论对与错已不重要了，就让沉默把一切带走。
忘记该忘记的，接受不能改变的。

The Day We Went Away

2009-05-26T23:07:00.019+08:00

YengPing • WenChieh • KengYean • LaiYing • PuiLi

We have been graduated from high school for about 2 years ago. All the while, we went to trip with different friends. But, five of us have not been to trip together. Never.

Many arising reasons caused our plan to excursion failed. However, we made it happened finally. Penang, here we came. Actually, we were planning to travel a bit further, to Sabah or Sarawak perhaps. For me, it does not a matter. I am looking forward the moment five of us travel together but not the destination.

There were many first times in this trip.

The very first time five of us went to excursion together.

The first time I was on flight.

The first time we rent a car and travel around.

The first time I used GPS to travel.

And the first time we stayed together.

Day 1
We arrived to penang airport around 5.30pm. After settle all the car rental stuff, we headed our way to our hotel – copthorne orchid without further delay. Neither the small or big nor detail or brief maps we had brought along seem helping. Thank god that GPS was created in our generation. Such a useful kit, man! We able to reach hotel on time, everything just goes well. Just that our dinner time was delayed. The reason was simply because we insist to explore for delicious and nice food in Penang rather than eating in any hawker stall or restaurant that can be easily found elsewhere. Lastly, we found the restaurant...

Finally I can enjoy my dinner =)

Day 2
As planned the night before, we wake up very early to start the journey of the day. Char Yee was joining us that day and be our tour guide. Our journey strated from Georgetown to batu ferringi then to teluk bahang to balik pulau to bayan lepas and then back to tanjung bungah. Referring to the map, we had actually made a big round of penang island. So can this considered as Island hopping?? We had travel the whole penang island in a day I guess!

Dim sum breakfast at Jalan Anson.

Pray Pray in tokong-tokong at Jalan Burma.

Cendol and durian icekacang for lunch at Jalan XX …
hehe.. I had forgotten this one.

The most interesting part would be we travel from penang island to butterworth port then back to penang island by ‘free ferry’. credit: edited photo by mellisa

We skipped out the ferry fares and escaped! What a brilliant idea from our tour guide!
Now, we are heading to beaches in Teluk Bahang. Freaking hot weather here. So u can expect what we would do…
Its best to quench our thirst with some coconut drinks..

Typical sunburn phobic aka puteri lilin with umbrella in beach..

Heading to the next destination, there were no more highways or straight roads on sight. We passed by hill roads, durian farm, waterfall and kampung village. After that, I was like half awake half asleep. When I was awake, we reached the next destination without knowing the name of the place. That night, we had a seafood dinner! Our stomach was grunting contentedly with the food on the table.

Exhausting but fulfilling journey for day 2. So let’s the picture tell the rest..

credit: edited photo by mellisa

Day 3 was the last day. But, we were like just arrived and settle down ourselves in Penang. Penang is the food paradise in Semenanjung. So, before we left Penang, for sure we won’t miss out the famous local food. Here we were – Lorong Selamat Joint. Everyone told me that Penang “Char kueh teow” is the best! I doubt that before until I tried this one. What can I said?
Penang “Char kueh teow” is the best!

It's time to back to home...credit: edited photo by mellisa

Bye, Penang!

Tao Cuisine lounge

2009-05-08T18:29:00.000+08:00

Heard the name of this lounge quite often from my friend, yin su.Whenever we go to sushi king with yin su, for sure she will talk about the dishes in Tao! From the variety of sushi to sushimi then to tempura, grilled food and etc.. It's so tempting!! As we are food enthusiast with the mind of " live to eat" instead of "eat to live", we have planned to go for TaO at beggining of this semester. However, due to some reasons, the visit to Tao was postponed until the end of semester.

Finally, we got to there....

GoodBye, my friend..

2009-03-09T12:15:00.009+08:00

GoodBye,

my best friends - Siow Man

Friendship may be a simple thing,
But lots of love, it can bring..

All my life, friendship lasts

Through the years, when i looked back

Remembering the Laughs and Happy times

Along with the cries and sorry sigh

We may not have the time to share things and talk about

as we are far apart to persuade our dreams

But,

Friendship can never come apart

Especially when its straight from the heart.

Take Care well..

Best wishes from me

sayonara^^

She is lovely,

A pre-birthday present from her before her flight to India..

That's a memorable present

**Thank you **

just a small thing to say to someone

who is such a big part of my life,

but i hope you know how much your friendship

means to me today

and always...

Randomness

2009-02-28T14:50:00.006+08:00

What is to be done is KNOWLEDGE

How it is to be done is SKILL

When it is to be done is COMMON SENSE

.End.

The Misconstrue

2009-01-30T14:12:00.004+08:00

{Dialogue}
Doctor: Tan Keng Yean??
Me: Ya. Doc, I am having sore throat and flu
Doctor: Ok, let me check ur body temp n blood pressure first
A moment Later
Doctor: No fever. but your heartbeat rate is fast [hr: 130/min]
Me: So what is the normal heartbeat range?? **getting nervous
Doctor: I recomemd u go for ECG test in room 6. And we ll c the result later
After ECG test
Doctor: The heartbeat is normal, just that the beat rate is too fast
Me: ** Remain silent
Doctor: You are susppect to have THYROID.
Me: ** What ?? Thyroid??
Me: What are the symptoms of getting thyroid?
Doctor: Palpitation, shacky hand, lose weight, trauma..
Me: Ya,ya my hand tremble quite often. But I am gaining weight instead of losing weight.
Me: Is that serious?
Doctor: If untreated there will be critical.
Me: ** rigid worried look
I keep asking question related thyroid as I am so worried.
Doctor: I cant tell u anything now. You are required to do blood test to check is a positive or negative result.

This incident make me worried for the whole night, until i cant fall asleeep. I start to think nonsence.. many if IF ef EF .... over my blank brain.

My brother take the trouble fetch me here and there to go for blood test, seek for another doctor just to prove that whether I am diagnose with thyroid or not. Appreciate all the things my family did for me. Also, thankful to my close friends: ping, fa, pui n ying that concern for me.

Finally the result is out. It's a NEGATIVE result. I am NOT diagnose with thyroid.
Thank god! Finally relief..

Theirs Wedding

2009-01-13T17:25:00.021+08:00

2008 was a good year for marriage. Many couples were getting married in that year. During my 3 month sem break alone, I have attended 3 cousins' weddings. Congrats and best wishes for the sweet couple =)

'Oct - Cousin Sis wedding

A modern wedding held in a traditional format.

Cousin sis in Bride's sedan on the way to groom's house.

sis::me::bride

hehe... I am in the bride's sedan

Wedding Banquet @ Vistana HoteL

Me::Cousin Sis

'Nov- Cousin sis wedding
A church wedding. That was my first time experience to attend a church wedding.

Bride and groom in church

Father of the bride walks the bride down the aisle to her awaiting groom.

Declaration of L.O.V.E

Waiting the occasion to begin..

'Dec -Cousin Brother wedding

Typical Modern wedding

Bride and groom

Ladies*

Sis::Me

@ Princess Crown

*winks

New Year Wishlist

2009-01-01T10:00:00.001+08:00

* ASK for more.. Friends

* Gettin better grade (get closer to my aim)

* be healthy

* Money.money.money! XD

* New colour for my hair

* Visit more places

* keep FIT (else can't fit in my new shirt)

* Nike Shoes

* Being who I am , better than before

* Better EQ when dealing with difficult folks.. such as (em.. em..)

* Busy holic (dont STOP me! tat the way to move forward)

Happy New Year '09.

let's move it ...move it, folks..

Choc Lounge

2008-12-06T21:52:00.015+08:00

I am passion for chocolate. oh.. Choc! my beloved. In search of good chocolate meal, my buddy and I are HERE..

Theobroma Chocolate Lounge - Pavilion

At theobroma's you can taste the difference...

I was so impressed with the variety of choc. My mind was hoping that I can grab and taste F.O.C. =p

**Fruits with Chocolate

Fresh fruits like strawberries, banana, kiwi and oranges with the finest chocserved with soft Marshmallow dipping stick

**Waffles In Chocolate topped with Ice cream

**Our selection of Chocolate beverage

little Jayne, Rock n Roll , Dark Choc

That was a contented and fullfilling Choc meal I had! I am totally indulged.

Shot taken in the choc lounge^^ Yean::Ying::JingYi

Celebration after final exam Y1S1

2008-09-20T22:00:00.002+08:00

18 Sept

the last day for final exam =p

having steamboat dinner with my housemate

10 of us in total..
we were afraid that our small living+dining room cant fit all of us
but it does fit all of us..

11am : finish the very last paper- atomic structure! hurray..

1pm: went to tesco with kying and dai ka jie to buy foods

and some necessity for tonight steamboat
4pm: finish our task! with lots of foods loaded into car.. =p

5pm: Prepare to take a nap before dinner. But i cant even close my eyes. Tired!

7pm: Dinner time! Everyone is helping to prepare all those stuff.. blu blu..

Abandon "Qin tong" flavor coz i prefer
tom yam flavor! ;p

Teppanyaki included too..XD

No one bother to take photo =(

Everyone was busy eating and talking

After that, "KILLER" coming
Everyone seem very enjoy in the games.. haha

What's the best way to finish off those foods when everyone said they are full??

Games punishment

chicken burger with milo, sugar, salt, soya sauce, honey topping (@.@)

19 Sept

"JaLan JAlaN.. CaRi MakAN"

the next day we went to ipoh

this time we r not going for shopping or movie in Ipoh

We are planning something different..

Ipoh :the food paradise

V are going to ipoh to enjoy the local famous foods and delicacy

Nice experience indeed

station1: HK dim sum restaurant - Ming kok

that's our breakfast!! thumb up for that^^

station 2: Unknown restaurant XXX

dumpling- special recipi from japan

But I dont really like it =p

Station 3: soy milk + tau fu fa

No words for that except GREAT. You can enjoy smooth and tasty tau fu fa near the street

Station 4: Salt-steamed Chicken (Yim gouk kai)

This dish is prepared by using paper to wrap one whole chicken together with salt and certain Chinese herbs and double-steamed for several hours. With this cooking technique, the meat will not lose its tenderness and the essence of chicken can be preserved as well. The combination of salt and herbs gives the meat a unique flavor.

There are Still plenty famous local food and delicacy to list out ...

But too bad, we are rushing to catch the last bus.

That nite, we had a surprise birthday cake for Qian Heng and Hui Ying**

JUz Relax

2008-08-20T20:29:00.011+08:00

Went to the relaxation workshop with some of my classmate
This workshop was organized by Counseling department of UTAR

This was my first time as I miss the previous one in foundation.
As final is around the corner, never ending test have been tortured us

....and all sort of question waiting for us to give a answer

I grab this chance to participate in d workshop to relax

Juz relax

(",)

juz a simply decoration for the room

but i like the aromatherapy
its create a relaxing atmosphere

body relaxation session

lying down on the floor mat

closing our eye

with the soft, comfort music waving

v relax our body

put no pressure on us

juz rely on the floor to support all pressure

breathing in and out
and be aware to our adomen movement

is juz happen naturally

Frankly speaking, I never fall asleep

and not really very relax

but at least better than before that

have been tighten up myself so hard.. I guess

Next, self-reflection session

"I am an ocean or a boat??"

blu.. blu.. blu.. watever

the main question was how u look into urself?

Patient, Sincere, Trust, Righteous, Self-Improvement
Appreciation,Responsible, Careful, Decisive

Everyone have their own message for their best frenz that u draw

let see..

Message from Me

Message from jing2

message from anonymous

Message from sp, sy and ze lene

Overall the workshop is juz average

but its a good try

Its time for me to look into myself

and find out the silence strength in me

^^

"I allow the love and compassion in my heart to embrace my life stories and all its richness"

MISSIN' the Past

2008-07-21T16:58:00.015+08:00

I was back from campus as usual.. changing my cloth, tidy up my room and prepare for my lunch, switch on my laptop. What else? Maggi mee... No choice, fast and delicious. however, I get fed up of the taste. kind of numb with the taste. blu blu blu...None of my housemate was back from class, as usual i locked myself up in my lovely room. While surfing the net, I listen to the music on my tracklist... my mind start to rooming around when i heard.......

The songs: for the first time , one of favourite songs during secondary school.

The songs has actually recall my memory during secondary school. Then my mind start filliing around with my lovely friends faces: Miss u guys so much.. some are still in contact, while some like stim evaporate to the atmosphere. May khee, the one who never meet since the last day in anugerah cemerlang, juz keep in touch through phone.Owe her one expensive roti canai! hehe.. next, ping, fa, pui and ying.. Shopping gang and crapping gang! V crap lots while together.. Since when v last meet? I guess.. last gathering was in uma rani with ping and fa. Ice-skating!! Promise ping to accompany her to skate since .. when? form 5! until now havent made up. hehe..next, jing yi and mei ying.. my crazy gang that make impossible things possible. haha.. b.siang and yen hooi, always meet up at secret recipe for lunch!! haha.. I think v should try out others next time. Garnet, the one I never meet her long long time too.. and always be the most busy..How are she now? Long hair? short hair? Coming Sem break should find her one day.

Music player shuffle to the next song:pretty boy.

Ohh.. this song has a funny but memorable stories behind it. Whenever I listen to this, i ll remember my work life during the 3 month holiday after SPM. There, I have learn and experiences a lot. I earn the knowledge where school didnt teach me. There, I turn from a little girl that know nth much abt the world to a more mature thinking girl that come across what the society is. i miss my colleague there: sandy, the one always take care of me when I mess up the task. Wen, the one who give me a opportunity to stay out of office and follow her to go around. Yeo, the one who like to joke with me.. Yen, the manager, always with the serious faces and I respect much, of cuz scared the most. Many many more.... All the sad and happy memory mixing around there.

hiss... knocked my head!! what happen to my mind? seem like old ladies flashing back their past.. who should be blame? the songs? my nonsence mind? whatever... but how nice to indulge in..

True friends is made heart to heart,

distance make us far apart,

but our distance in heart never far apart.

The furthest distance in the world is..

two people living in the same daily routine together, but both cant sense ones soul`s temperature.

So even though the one who close to you in distance may be far apart from ur heart; while the one who far from u in distance may be close to u in heart.

What is ur Colour? (cont..)

2008-07-13T15:16:00.004+08:00

＊紅色＊
你的可愛十分惹人喜愛！對愛情你很揀擇但又常常在戀愛，也喜歡被愛的感覺。你有著清新的氣質和開朗的個性，但有些時侯也會變得'多愁善感'。和別人相處的時侯你表現得很友善和溫柔，所以很多人願意和你親近。你喜歡跟友善和隨和的人做朋友。
＊奶油色＊
你愛和別人競爭，失敗的感覺你最受不了。極愛運動和戶外活動，你的性格開朗也值得別人信賴。對愛情你會表現得很小心，不會輕易愛上一個人。但一旦找到你生命中的伴侶時，你絕不會讓他跑掉。
＊藍綠色＊
你最注重自己的外表。對選擇愛侶的要求甚高。你! 每每擁有清晰的頭腦去思考和解決難題，又不易犯錯。你喜歡在人群中被重視，也因此令你容易認識到新朋友。
＊灰色＊
你很好動，也很有吸引力。你永不會把想說的話藏在心，總會抒發自己的感情。但有時會變得較自私。你渴望得到別人的注意，討厭不公平的對待。你很風趣，也懂得在適當時侯說適當的話，常常也令到身邊的人快樂。
＊綠色＊
你總能和新相識的朋友相處得很好。你不算是一個害羞的人，但有時侯你的說話每每傷害了別人。你渴望得到愛侶的注意，也較喜歡'被愛'的感覺，大多數的時間你總是在等待你生命中的另一半出現。
＊金色＊
你很清楚什麼應該做、什麼不應該做。性格開朗又好交際。
＊粉紅色＊
對任何事你總是全力己赴的，還有你很愛照顧其他人。但你不是一個容易滿足的人，常有消極的想法。你常祈望你的愛情像童話故事一樣美麗和完美。
＊黃色＊
你是一個又天真又'甜'的人。常獲得別人的信任，亦有很強的領導能力。當要做決定或選擇的時侯，你總是做對了決定。還有，你常常朣憬著一段浪漫的戀情。
＊栗色＊
你有一個聰明的腦袋。也是一個自我的人，常依自己的喜好來做事，有時會因為不大理別人的感受而惹上麻煩。對於愛情你很有耐性，當你找到你要找的那一位後，你不會再愛上別人。
＊橙色＊
你總會對自己做過的事付責任，亦很懂得怎樣待人接物。你常常給自己定下很多目標和競爭對象。你很難去相信別人，包括你的朋友，但當你認為他是可信的話，你將會把他當成永遠的知己。
＊紫色＊
你是一個神祕的人，從不自私，也很難對任何人和事發生興趣。你的狀態永遠是說不定的，是一個情緒化的人。很受周遭的人歡迎，但有是你會做出愚笨的舉動，記性也不太好。你最喜歡與一些有著真性情的人做朋友。 ( That's my colour!)
＊石灰色＊
你是一個冷靜的人，但常給自己壓力。你常常在小事上挑剔，又容易妒忌。你不大會定下來，但你可愛的性格能獲得朋友的信任也樂於跟你接近。
＊黑色＊
你樂於接受挑戰，因為你擁有接受挑戰的勇氣。但你並不喜歡改變你自己的生活方式。一旦你落實了一個決定，你會長久地朝著這個方向走。你的愛情也是充滿挑戰和有點與別不同。
＊黃綠色＊
你是一個心腸軟和帶給別人溫暖的人。你與家人和朋友的關係良好。十分討厭暴力，清楚什麼應該做什麼不應該做。你也十分善良和樂觀，又很知足，並不會輕易妒忌別人擁有什麼。
＊啡色＊
你很愛運動，整個人都充滿活力。但別人很難去接近你，話雖如此，你很容易投入一段感情。但當你發現你在那段感情中得不到你想要的東西時，你會立即放棄，也會復完得很快。
＊藍色＊
你對自己沒有信心，也很挑剔。你很有藝術天分，也很容易去愛上一個人，但當愛情來的時侯，你只是用你的'感覺'去愛，而並非用你的心去愛。
＊銀色＊
你是一個有豐富想像力和害羞的人，但你樂於接受新事物和新嘗試。你喜歡挑戰自己。學習新的事物時很快會上手，遇強越強。但你的愛情生活通常也比較多挫折和困惑。
＊深藍色＊你是一個很吸引人的發光體，也很愛惜自己的生命。你對身邊所有事物都帶著強烈的感覺。你是一個容易'意亂情迷'的人。如果有人把你激怒了，你很難會原諒他。
＊白色＊
你的人生充滿著夢和理想。你對周遭的事有點漠不關心，容易妒忌。你是較為獨特的一群，有時侯，你心中想法總會比別人高深一點。
＊水藍色＊你的感覺來去如風。你的生活也帶點孤單，很愛旅遊。你對待別人很真誠，但太容易受別人的影響。對你來說，尋找愛情是一件很難的事，也容易在愛中迷失，令你很容易便被愛情所傷。

What is ur Colour?

2008-07-13T15:13:00.001+08:00

12月23日~ 01月01日=紅色
01月02日- 01月11日=橙色
01月12日- 01月24日=黃色
01月25日- 02月03日=粉紅色
02月04日- 02月08日=藍色
02月09日- 02月18日=綠色
02月19日- 02月28日=啡色
02月29日- 03月10日=水藍色
03月11日- 03月20日=石灰色
03月21日 =黑色
03月22日- 03月31日=紫色
04月01日- 04月10日=深藍色
04月11日- 04月20日=銀色
04月21日- 04月30日=白色
05月01日- 05月14日=藍色
05月15日- 05月24日=金色
05月25日- 06月03日=奶油色
06月04日- 06月13日=灰色
06月14日- 06月23日=栗色
06月24日 =灰色
06月25日- 07月04日=紅色
07月05日- 07月14日=橙色
07月15日- 07月25日=黃色
07月26日- 08月04日=粉紅色
08月05日- 08月13日=藍色
08月14日- 08月23日=綠色
08月24日- 09月02日=啡色
09月03日- 09月12日=水藍色
09月13日- 09月22日=石灰色
09月23日 =黃綠色
09月24日- 10月03日=紫色
10月04日- 10月13日=深藍色
10月14日- 10月23日=銀色
10月24日- 11月11日=白色
11月12日- 11月21日=金色
11月22日- 12月01日=奶油色
12月02日- 12月11日=灰色
12月12日- 12月21日=栗色
12月22日 =黃綠色

Holiday

2008-05-12T13:14:00.008+08:00

One month semester break holiday....
At first, I was very enjoy.((((HUrrrAY)))) There are no assignment, no final exam, no schoolwork, nothing to do.
So I'm planning to get some part time job for myself. But, due to my laziness and some silly reason. I never found any job for myself.

Everyday routine goes on like this:
eat
sleep
watch movie
eat
online
sleep
Eat and sleep.. Eat and sleep..
Sooner or later i will be a fat fat girl.(=.=)

Gradually, I get bored for life. Cant bear the loneliness,emptyness,laziness,useless and ...ess
So, went out with some friends...

Shopping
Go for Movie-forbidden Kingdom
Back to school for the spm slip
Went for lunch
Lookout point
Teppanyaki party
Learn to drive car- almost half a year never drive car

Lookout point
nice place
A full view of KL(ampang)
Many restaurant there- lookout cafe, bread&olive, gasoline, some thai food restaurant

Gasonline: I thought this is use for construction to carry stone or sand.
Guess what it use for in restaurant?

Gasonline: See... That's use as a chair. Such Creative idea.

Recently, I was crazy for donut. Why? I dunno! Dunkin Donut, J&Co, Big Apple Donut and Cafe.

Big Apple Donut:I prefer this brand

Before eaten

After eaten.

J&Co.

The very final semester for foundation

2008-04-19T14:12:00.002+08:00

Semester 3 for foundation studies is going to end soon........
In the whole study week, except from studying, I think a lot about the coming future..
What is going to be after next week???
Everything is going to end soon. Time is flying fast without i realised it.
After this very last semester, TE 1 no longer remain the same. Everyone is diverse to different course and all my friends in TD are going to leave kampar campus and shift to setapak campus. Although there is only 1 year time for us to know each other, live with each other, share with each other, I have learned a lot.
Starting from may07, I stayed here with them for the most of my time. From alone to together. I come across many many things which was my first turning point in my teen life.
But after this, there will be another turning point in life. I dont know what going to happen in my degree studies. This was the question I asked before I came to Kampar.
So, for the very last semester, I hope to be a memorable one. ....

Langkawi trip

2008-04-07T17:51:00.015+08:00

This is another trip after sem2. Langkawi, a beautiful island! I love the scenary there especially the beach and chocolate. This trip was rather different from the previous one, because v travel by ourselves in a small group. Small group has its own advantages. First, we travel around due to our flexibility. Second, the time wasnt fully packed. Third, we make our plan to where we want to travel.

Day1
In Sungai Petani, nx's hometown! I can said that I have totally change the impression toward SP. At first, i thought sp is a small town with a lot of petani. Haha... But now, I know sp is not as rural as i think. I can said that it's better than Kampar. I was grateful that nx provide accommodation for us before we went to Langakawi.

Day 2
Finally,we are in LAngkawi.

Underwater World...
Nothing much impressing, but then worth it as we entered by only RM14. thanks for dai ka jie that got the ticket from her cousin.

Eagle square...
The symbol for Langkawi.

Island hopping
The first time I went for island hopping. Pretty good! But we got sunburn after this outing. Sunblock?useless! What can I say? no PAIN, no GAIN.

The island behind us called pulau Jong. This is because it look like a malay music instrument which known as jong.

Suspension bridgeFrom here, we had a nice view of Langkawi. The only transport up to there is cable car.Guess What ?? Ning XIn was phobia to high places. I actually calm her down with my lame jokes. Haha.. Juz look her expression, u ll know.

Day 3

The last day at langkawi. Before we went back, we still grab the chance to pay a visit at galeri perdana, black sand beach and some shopping mall.

hehe... I am the second starting from right.

Friends

2008-02-15T22:34:00.003+08:00

A raindrop may look too small to eyes,
but...
somewhere a thirsty flower awaits its fall.

A soft greet may seem too small to u,
but..
somewhere my heart remembers you.

My way

2008-02-06T01:41:00.002+08:00

I just came through an article, its all about how a succeed artist become famous.
She said that future cant promise us either we live well or bad. Its the way u control it!
if u can even decide what u want, life is just a waste.
Life never seem to be the way we want it to be, but we can live it the best way v can.
There are no perfect life, but we can fill it with perfect moment.
I perfer to live a story to tell others about my stories
rather than telling others stories about how i am going to live.
I dont mind I am not in the most ideal position,
I dont mind I am not the perfect one
I dont mind I do not have the best equipment.
The thing that I do really care is how I be myself.
Juz like wat the success artist said:
"When ever u look back, u always hope that u r the one who decide what u wanna do.But not following others to do what shall be done!"

Quote I like the most....
"I am not bound to win in what I attempt, I am bound to be true the best I know."

Finally the war is finished

2008-01-26T18:04:00.000+08:00

Yes.... I am now free from the dying exam week!
1st day exAM
RELAX
2nd day
start to sleep lees 4 hours only
3rd day
still burning the midnight oil
4th day
dying... two paper in 1 day
5th day
stay up to 4am, my eye bag is as huge as panda
6th day
my housemate and I slept for 2 hours only.
But so relief after the exam over.

After one week of war-like exam, i am free from that....2nd semester is end!
I am waiting for my one month CNY holiday!Gong Xi Fa Cai!!!
Kinda miss KL... the holiday is going to begin~

Best Gift to.....

2008-01-12T16:50:00.000+08:00

The Best Gift TO
your parents is APPRECIATION
your friends is SINCERITY
your pet is CARE
your lover is your HEART
a teacher is RESPECT
an opponent is TOLERANCE
an enemy is FORGIVENESS
a child is a good EXAMPLE
god is YOURSELF
yourself is be WHO YOU ARE

I am not bound to win in what i attempt,
but i am bound to be true,
the best I know.

Happy new year2008

2008-01-08T09:56:00.000+08:00

It all start all over again....
I should retain all my memories, no matter is good or bad!
2007 was passing by just like a rocket, many changes took place

my surrounding my friends my style
my thought my life my habits

but then i still bound to be true, the best i know!
hope that 2008 will another good luck year! i can be more able to overcome any obstacles and keep those broken apple away from me....

Xmas gift

2007-12-21T16:00:00.000+08:00

my christmas gift- biology test + programming test
haiz....
Dreams is always different from reality!
In legend, santa claus responsible to fulfill all the children dreams and make them happy!
but in reality....

whatwever! i definitely missing christmas celebration at KL that full of merry atmosphere and lovely family and friends around~

Trip to kuala selangor

2007-12-10T11:51:00.001+08:00

Since kampar is boring, we suggest to go to kuala selangor.(one of my friends hometown)

Overall, I like the activities there especially the visit to taman kelip kelip~ The first time I got to hold a firefly on my hand. That's was amazing! Fireflies at the tree were shinning like christmas tree. But, what a waste i cant capture the moment! The pak cik that guide us through the journey was friendly. He allow us to sing song and catch fireflies for us~ That was quite lucky I can said since my friends in another boat could not do so.

The seafood there was nice and the price was resonable too. Well, we have captured all the food we have eaten and the photo will soon be uploaded! MOst suprising present I received throughout the trip was where I meet my primary school teacher there! She was having her holiday there with her family too. The amazing thing was I request a lady to take photo for us, then only i realised the lady was my teacher.She can still recognise me! What can I said, I feel Good!

Ever got to know

2007-11-22T13:03:00.000+08:00

Ever got to know that i ll away from my home
Ever got to know that i ll study here
Ever got to know that i learn more that i should
Ever got to know that i should solve those silly conflict
Ever got to know that i have been growning up through the process
Ever got to know that i knew someone that really in the same boat
Ever got to know that i actually regret my decision
Ever got to know that i change to a big girl, with more mature thinking
Ever got to know such annoying fellow and force to stick with it
Ever got to know that i ll gain much attention from others
Ever got to know when the happiness and sadness come with me
But for sure, I am working out hard to do my very best in life!

My trip back to hometown

2007-11-10T01:29:00.000+08:00

This time was my first time to reach kl at night.

Wednesday:

Around 10sth, i reach pudu raya bus station. Kinda miss the way back, as if i havent back to kl very long... It seem tired for the bus trip but worth it!!

I dunno why i have such feeling.... but JUZ FEEL IT!

Went dinner and supper with my parents at mamak~ Suddenly, missing mamak stall in kampar that i usually visit- Ghany!

Thursday:

Went out with sis and cousin sis to buy my high hill for presentation! but I bought nothing at the end~hehe(",) I am really choosy!
New tv in home-SONY Bravia. 32 inch LCD tv really nice! But i used to have no tv in life. For me it really doesnt matter how big is the TV.

Friday:

Doing research for my public speaking presentation.. I need FUNNY MOVIE to add to my slide show! But, I cant find any... haiz..
VIRUS attack my laptop again~ promises that no pen drive from others unless emergency!!
Study for my chemistry, next week is the test! die....
having steamboat dinner with my old buddy.. kinda miss them!
Btw, realise that many things is changing as i am too...
looking forward to meet jy and my tomorrow as about 2months didnt meet them!

Things has not been fine!

2007-10-23T10:00:00.000+08:00

----- Juz feel lack of motivation -----
---I wanna shout to the world----
------------Am I doing the right decision for myself-----
---What can make me happy everyday-----
----------Do I really surpass myself------

Am I good enough to handle all the obstacles?

All this question arise to me everyday...
I cant give a pretty good answer to it~

I miss my past, the way i used to be

the one that always tresures my friends

the one that lives for my own

the one that always realise what am i doing

the one that always get support from my family

the one that i used to be.......

My life in University

2007-07-13T23:49:00.000+08:00

The word hectic would be the most suitable word to describe my life in university.
Study at UTAR is not my first choice at first, but due some specific factors i got to make it my choice. When I was in secondary life, I always look forward to have a university life.However, reality is always the oppose with the imagination. Things is not going on as what i really imagine it.A bit of disappointment as i realise the whole image of my university life.
Firstly, I am not as tough as i think when i am away from home!I actually feel lonely in the crowd.Maybe i have a different way of mindset with others.I like to day-dream about my future.Unfortuntely, my dream ll never turn out to be the reality.Is just remain a story in the fairy tales.
I even lost my direction of my future.Am i capable to do wellin my course?? tHat's the biggest question hang around in my head!Sometimes, I do feel that i am too confident to myself and forget about my weakness! Then, when things turn out to bad, I only start to realise my sillyness in doing things.

Growing Up HurtS

2006-02-24T16:13:00.000+08:00

When I was a child, I hope that I ll grow up faster and faster. At those days, I admire looking at those big sis ang big bro rushing for their activities.I always want to be a part of them... experience it.I always think that growing up is an enjoyable things to go on.
Things ll not goes on as what u think it would be....

Now, I got my "dream comes true". But, I discovered that there are not what I expected. Those beautiful, pretty, interesting proceess of growing up was just a imagination.Growing up is indeed a painfull challenge. We need to turn ourself from a little pampered child to a mature teenager.
I have been struggling to cope since I stepped into secondary school. I force myself to be strong, to be mature, to solve my problems and to be independent. There was really difficult!!! Sometimes when problems seem to swallow my patient, I just hope that I could cry like a baby and dont bother about all the troubles.I was overwhelmed by the tremendous changes in life.
Changes and changes.... Some was GOOD but some was SUFFERING
As the matter of fact,I can't stop the changes.... what I need to DO??? The only thing I have to do Is to acquire....Being a high school student, parents and teachers expect so high towards us.I am force to drag myself out of my comfort zone and stand by my own feet.

My friends and I was drifting apart.The new background, New subjects, new topics... combine vf the different experiences, different need, different feelings.... Is all different.
Everybody was busy for their own routine and activities. Though v are in the same school or even same class, there have no communication among us.Even a smple HI or Bye may not meet it. Somestimes I really confuse about what should I do and what I shouldn't.Should I follow the crowd and be part of them. Or maybe should I meet all their demands??? Should I tell out what I disagree of?? Should I show How I feel??? I know that it ll hurt my friends or make our friendship getting worse.... I wanted to have a happy atmosphere among all my friends. I hope... wish.. praying..... to maintain it!!!!! but then the fate seems to go to the opposite direction.

I wonder if I'm being too sensitive or petty, but it really hurts. I feel like I'm missing out a lot.
I tried to cover my face vf a mask.Eventually, I got use of it. But, the problems havent solved yet..... it just getting worse!!!! I dont like to show my feeling....even to my friends whom I really care about. I have no idea what make me so hard .... maybe the gap of time?? the misunderstanding?? the passive?? What was really wrong??

Bottom-line is, I would like to change the situation.... change the atmosphere of discomfort.
Is my true soul calling me?? Can I rely on my senses?
I wish I would find my true self and do well in the things I like!!!

Reuion

2006-02-18T20:37:00.000+08:00

COoL.... Today, I am having a cool day!!!Finally, I got to contact vf my old classmates.... my buddies... There have been some time since v last met!! Its about 4 years v lost contact!! V just like a kite that fly apart without any holding of a string.....Yesterday, I received a letter from a old friend. That was really mesmerising... I was pretty surprise and happy to get the letter.
The letter make me flash back to..... ThOse day, I was a new student of the class. I was a quiet girl and take long time to mix around.After v had tag along for some time, v knew each other better.V share our up and down together. Still fresh in my mind, our class has known as the worst class in the school since v r trouble makers.The problem v have to face.... the drama v took part... the sonsg v sang....All that waS our only MemoRies!!! THey were sincere!!!
Although v dont have the chance to meet , v still able to contact!! HOpe to C u all soOn!!

**********FRIENDSHIP FOREVER************

Meeting my old schoolmate

2006-02-18T19:38:00.001+08:00

COoL... Today, I am having a cool day!! I finally got my old classmate contact. There have been some time since we last met!!!I miss them a lot.... but v have not keep in touch since 4 years ogo.
Now... v have the chance to get contact again!!!That was really Mesmerising!!!
Yesterday, I received a letter from one of my primary school friend. I was pretty surprise to get the letter. But, the feeling of happy!!Happy to hear that she was doing well... She make me flash back to the memories v have at primary school.
At those day, I was a new student in that school.I was a quiet girl that take long time to mix around!! After some time v tag along together, v r good frenz that share the up and down!!!
THEY are sincere!!! those silly things v have done .... now have become our memories...

********************FRIENDSHIP FOREVER************************************

靠岸

2006-02-17T22:36:00.000+08:00

你坐在我身边　可是表情很不自然　
聊的话很平凡却很悲伤　　　　　　　
你说你不伤心　　　　　　　
活着就是为了梦想　　　　　　　　
甚至你更怀疑什么是地久天长　　　　　　　
咖啡麻醉不了孤单　只会让心更疼　　　　　　　
Oh都一样　　所谓梦想终究漂漂荡荡　　　　　　
在迷乱的台北流浪　寻找一个幻想　　　　　　　
突然很渴望　在我身上找到你要的靠岸　　　　　　
这一刻当我们都感觉到彼此的心愿　　　　　　
爱情早已经开始　思念早已经蔓延　　　　　　
咖啡麻醉不了孤单　只会让夜更长　　　　　　　
我也一样　　漂漂荡荡眼神召唤迷惘　　　　　　　
在冷漠的台北流浪　找一个避风港　　　　　　
突然很渴望　在你身上也找到我要的靠岸

CONFUSE

2006-02-17T22:23:00.000+08:00

Recently, I was behaving very weird.I remain very quiet whether in school or in house. But, I just can't figure out why. WHY??What happen to me??
I ask myself am i the true self of mine??Suddenly, I found that I am lost!!I like to keep myself alone for no reason.I think this is time for me to find out who I am and I what I really want.
I wanted to share my feeling.... but I have no idea who to share with and where to start it.
Therefore, I would rather be alone when I am upset.Should I do what I want?? Or follow the others?? That the question I always ask!!Sometimes, I can be very confident!Somestimes,I would lose my confident entirely.What should I do?? What really block my way?? IS MYSELF!!!
SPM is coming soon... I am not really prepared for it! I am still taking my sweet time to wondering around.... that really make me feel more worry!!! As I really stress out, WHO can GIVE me the light?? the guidance??
BUt, as there is someone the world would be a better place to live in!!
Thank you my frenz!!! You really make me feel better when I speak out!!! I am so comfortable to interact vf u. Maybe that not a lot we can share together, but I really appreciate that.V are hardly speak to each other.... but the conversation that lasted for a few minute is enough for me to feel better!!! Maybe u dont know tat... as I never told u before!!I just wanna post my feeling of grateful!!! I like friendship without promises!!

Lastly, I hope I can find my own pretty world that I love !! And be the lord of the kingdom!!

~~~ WiSh All My FrEnz HAve A GOoD LifE ... StAY HAppY & ChEERful...~~~
PeaCe^^

Sorry, I Love U (Lyric)

2006-02-03T21:07:00.000+08:00

歌曲: Sorry, I Love you 对不起,我爱你 (经典韩剧“对不起我爱你”主题曲,蔡淳佳深情献上)

你空出一双手，穿过黑夜握住我，两个人的手心里有一整片宽阔的天空谁都没有开口，星星也忘了闪烁，有你陪着我就可以，走到天涯的尽头那时侯，还记得那时侯，从手心传过来的温柔，如果说只能活这一天曾经与你深深相爱，我已没有遗憾，我用回忆温暖了想你的每一刻不让你离我太遥远，走在这个适合拥抱的季节，爱在心里所以我不可怜回忆温暖了想你的没一刻，紧紧抱着我说过的誓言，等待着我们说好的永远梦见的两个人，在银白色的街头，留下的脚印一直，在我的心里往前走从爱的第一秒，直到最后一分钟，我对我们之间没有任何后悔的理由那时侯，还记得那时侯，从手心传过来的温柔，如果说只能活这一天曾经与你深深相爱，我已没有遗憾，我用回忆温暖了想你的每一刻不让你离我太遥远，走在这个适合拥抱的季节，爱在心里所以我不可怜回忆温暖了想你的没一刻，紧紧抱着我说过的誓言，等待着我们说好的永远当走过的路流过的泪被落叶湮没，是你的温柔让我的心重新活过来就算相爱的人无论如何正式要离开，别问未来怎么办，我只需要等待那时侯，还记得那时侯，从手心传过来的温柔，如果说只能活这一天曾经与你深深相爱，我已没有遗憾，我用回忆温暖了想你的每一刻不让你离我太遥远，走在这个适合拥抱的季节，爱在心里所以我不可怜回忆温暖了想你的每一刻，把最后的合照摆在窗前，想象着你也需要我一样挺在倒数在整个世界，盯住被我说好的永远。

The moment we have

2006-02-03T20:51:00.000+08:00

The moment we have together
The things we share
The feeling we gain
The path we walk together

There are no doubt
There are no uncertain
There are no gap

We have our road to be taken
We have to be apart
We have different role in the drama

But, I believe hopes in future
But, I believe friendship
But, I believe the memories that stay

Rain will be stop
Sun will be shine
Obstacle will be defeat
Luck will be right beside you

Friendship doesnt need any promises
Friendship doesnt need any regulation
Friendship comes from the soul
Friendship comes from the fate

Thanks for being such a wonderful friend……

OH MY GOD!!!

2006-02-03T20:30:00.000+08:00

OMG!

Life have been so hectic, I had no enough sleep for my whole week. As a sleep lover, there would be a big torture for me. Always hope that holiday approach as fast as possible!!! Hate the school life a lot… but force to make myself in it!! Actually, that was really tiring… … To be frank, while I was busy for my society activities and homework, sometimes I feel like giving up!! However, I still force myself to keep going in the upstream and not falling downward. As the president of the SPBT board, make my responsibility even heavier. I have to plan all the work! Although some said that president is to give order and be a coordinator. As the matter of fact, I have to involve myself in all the activities and need to pay attention to the members responds. That was really tough when getting it started. All the false that my members did, will related to me too…. But, what can I do??? I have to face it positively, and that's what we call “the process of growing up”. School works make me feel breathless. There will not be an end for my homework! It will be getting heavier and heavier only!As this year I ll be sitting for my SPM exam,I am attending tuituion in order to improve my grade and get more study skills. I am rushing all the way to meet my tuition timetable. Although there was quite tiring but I learnt a lot from there!!!Exam!! test!! Homework!! The feeling of fear take all over my mind! HELPLESS!!!! who can help me???
I knew there is no one except mySELF!! I have to TAKE THE CHALLENGE!

Sorry, I Love You!!

2006-01-21T14:34:00.000+08:00

I am a big fan of korean drama....
This is the movie I like the Most!!!
The stories have an unexpected beginning and end with UNexpected too. How can describe my feeling toward this movie??? A word, GREAT!!
There is not just a simple love story. But full of revenge, conflict, misunderstanding!!
What is TrUE Love.... The true meaning can be found in this Movie.
I definately learn a lot in this movie.

LOVE is not what you HAVE, but what you GIVE!

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孤单与寂寞

2005-12-27T02:33:00.000+08:00

孤单与寂寞

有时候，我真的分不清‘孤单与寂寞’ 。

孤单就是一个人，没有任何人陪伴，
仿佛世界就只有你个人，没有人察觉到你的存在。。。
有人说，一个人是孤单的。。。
有人说，一个人也可以很自由。。。
其实，每个人都有孤单的时候，
一个人可以很自由。。。但久而久之就会变成孤单。

寂寞就是在人群中，但你感到你是一个人而已
就好像没有一个人真的在你身边。。。
寂寞时，要的就是有一个人可以明白你的感受，真正用心伴着你。。。
就只需要一个人。。。已经很足够了。
有时候，我会突然觉得我身在人群中，心却是一个人。。。这就叫寂寞！

孤单与寂寞。。。
谁也不能永远陪谁。。。
当你孤单时，你发现你脑海还有许多人在世界的另一端为你加油打气。。。
你就不会再感到孤单了。。。
当你寂寞时，你想起你心中的感动，你那瞬间的美好回忆。。。。
你就不会再感到寂寞了。。。

孤单与寂寞。。。
本来就是心中那扇门
只要心中那扇门打开了。。。就不会感到孤单与寂寞。。。

愿每个人都为自己打开心中那扇门。。。。

Which month YOU born???

2005-12-25T16:53:00.000+08:00

JULY
Difficult to fathom and to be understood
Quiet unless excited or tensed
Has reputation
Easily consoled
Honest
Concern about people's feelings
Friendly
Approachable
Very emotional
Unpredictable and temperamental
Moody and easily hurt
Witty and sarky
Sentimental
Neither forgives nor forgets
Caring and loving
Strong sense of sympathy
Judge people through observations
Loves to be alone
Always broods about the past and the old friends
Likes to be quiet
Waits for friends
Not aggressive unless provoked
Loves to be loved
Easily hurt and takes long to recover
Overly concerned
Puts in effort in work

AUGUST
Loves to joke
Attractive
Suave and caring
Brave and fearless
Firm and has leadership qualities
Knows how to console others
Too generous and egoistic
Takes high pride of oneself
Thirsty for praises
Extraordinary spirit
Easily angered
Angry when provoked
Easily jealous
Observant
Careful and cautious
Thinks quickly
Independent thoughts
Loves to lead and to be led
Loves to dream
Talented in the arts, music and defence
Sensitive but not petty
Poor resistance against illnesses
Learns to relax
Hasty and rushy
Romantic
Loving and caring
Loves to make friends

SEPTEMBER
Suave and compromising
Careful, cautious and organised
Likes to point out people's mistakes
Likes to criticize
Quiet but able to talk well
Calm and cool
Kind and sympathetic
Concerned and detailed
Trustworthy, loyal and honest
Does work well
Sensitive Thinking
Good memory
Clever and knowledgeable
Loves to look for information
Must control oneself when criticising
Able to motivate oneself
Understanding
Secretive
Loves sports, leisure and travelling
Hardly shows emotions
Tends to bottle up feelings
Choosy especially in relationships
Loves wide things
Systematic

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OCTOBER
Loves to chat
Loves those who loves him
Loves to takes things at the centre
Attractive and suave
Inner and physical beauty
Does not lie or pretend
Sympathetic
Treats friends importantly
Always making friends
Easily hurt but recovers easily
Bad tempered
Selfish
Seldom helps unless asked
Daydreamer
Very opinionated
Does not care of what others think
Emotional
Decisive
Strong clairvoyance
Loves to travel, the arts and literature
Soft-spoken, loving and caring
Romantic
Touchy and easily jealous
Concerned
Loves outdoors
Just and fair
Spendthrift and easily influenced
Easily lose confidence

NOVEMBER
Has a lot of ideas
Difficult to fathom
Thinks forward
Unique and brilliant
Extraordinary ideas
Sharp thinking
Fine and strong clairvoyance
Can become good doctors
Careful and cautious
Dynamic in personality
Secretive
Inquisitive
Knows how to dig secrets
Always thinking
Less talkative but amiable
Brave and generous
Patient
Stubborn and hard-hearted
If there is a will, there is a way
Determined
Never give up
Hardly become angry unless provoked
Loves to be alone
Thinks differently from othersS
harp-minded
Motivates oneself
Does not appreciates praises
High-spirited
Well-built and tough
Deep love and emotions
Romantic
Uncertain in relationships
Homely
Hardworking
High abilities
Trustworthy
Honest and keeps secrets
Not able to control emotions
Unpredictable

DECEMBER
Loyal and generous
Patriotic
Active in games and interactions
Impatient and hasty
Ambitious
Influential in organizations
Loves to socialize
Loves praises
Loves attention
Loves to be loved
Honest and trustworthy
Not pretending
Short tempered and egoistic
Takes high pride in oneself
Hates restrictions
Loves to joke
Good sense of humor
Logical

Which month YOU born???

2005-12-21T21:02:00.000+08:00

The month you born.....
Reflect you personality

JANUARY
Ambitious and serious
Loves to teach and be taught
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses
Likes to criticize
Hardworking and productive
Smart, neat and organised
Sensitive and has deep thoughts
Knows how to make others happy
Quiet unless excited or tensed
Rather reserved
Highly attentive
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love
Loves children
Loyal
Needs to improve social abilities
Easily jealous

FEBRUARY
Abstract thoughts
Loves reality and abstract
Intelligent and clever
Changing personality
Temperamental
Quiet, shy and humble
Low self esteem
Honest and loyal
Determined to reach goals
Loves freedom
Rebellious when restricted
Loves aggressiveness
Too sensitive and easily hurt
Showing anger easily
Dislike unnecessary things
Loves making friends but rarely shows it
Daring and stubborn
Ambitious
Realising dreams and hopes
Sharp Loves entertainment and leisure
Romantic on the inside not outside
Superstitious and ludicrous
Spendthrift
Learns to show emotions

MARCH
Attractive personality
Affectionate
Shy and reserved
Secretive
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic
Loves peace and serenity
Sensitive to others
Loves to serve others
Not easily angered
Trustworthy
Appreciative and returns kindness
Observant and assess others
Revengeful
Loves to dream and fantasize
Loves travelling
Loves attention
Hasty decisions in choosing partners
Loves home decors
Musically talented
Loves special things
Moody

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APRIL
Active and dynamic
Decisive and haste but tends to regret
Attractive and affectionate to oneself
Strong mentality
Loves attention
Diplomatic
ConsolingFriendly and solves people's problems
Brave and fearless
Adventurous
Loving and caring
Suave and generous
EmotionalRevengeful
Aggressive
Hasty
Good memory
Motivate oneself and the others
Sickness usually of the head and chest
Easily get too jealous

MAY
Stubborn and hard-hearted
Strong-willed and highly motivated
Sharp thoughts
Easily angered
Attracts others and loves attention
Deep feelings
Beautiful physically and mentally
Firm standpoint
Easily influenced
Needs no motivation
Easily consoled
Systematic (left brain)
Loves to dream
Strong clairvoyance
Understanding
Sickness usually in the ear and neck
Good imagination
Good debating skills
Good physical
Weak breathing
Loves literature and the arts
Loves travelling
Dislike being at home
Restless
Not having many children
Hardworking
High spirited
Spendthrift

JUNE
Thinks far with vision
Easily influenced by kindness
Polite and soft-spoken
Having lots of ideas
Sensitive
Active mind
Hesitating
Tends to delay
Choosy and always wants the best
Temperamental
Funny and humorous
Loves to joke
Good debating skills
Talkative
Daydreamer
Friendly
Knows how to make friends
Abiding
Able to show character
Easily hurt
Prone to getting colds
Loves to dress up
Easily bored
FussySeldom show emotions
Takes time to recover when hurt
Brand conscious
Executive
Stubborn
Those who loves me are enemies, those who hates me are friends

To be Continue.....

People that v met in our life

2005-12-13T22:18:00.000+08:00

I like this article... I find it very meaningful...
That is true... that in our life
We meet many peple...
Some can be very nice... Some may make you feel hatred to them!
Your family, your friends, your classmate, your teacher, your boss, your activity partner....
There share... hold different memories with you...
Your beloved may hurt you.... Your family may give you fully support...your friends may disappointed you... your teacher may scold you.... your partner may brighten your day...
All the things will happen... its will keep on continue.... as the world is circle....
There come and here go....

I always ask myself ... what I want most out of my life??? Happiness??
But, how to gain happiness???
Happiness is just simple....
There no need last for long.... Its enough that to stay for some time....
Is the understanding....

Thank you to all the people that in my life...
Because of YOU ALL.... Now I am what "I AM"

For you,

2005-12-11T12:14:00.000+08:00

Specially for you,

Here is a story about two teenagers that hold some silly funny memories …..
The language that I am using is…. called Phonetic Notation!!!
You will be the only one in the world who understand such language…..

The stories START……..
Su ta lu per b le kar mi b-er te mu, 2 ar tau 3 da hun dur lu ar gak n-er!!
Tar pi kar mi ler beh me ma harm mi sat tu sa ma la y-in ba ru ba ru yi ni…..
Moon k-in yi ni pang kil FATE.

It continue with…..
Kar mi me bun ya-yi pe sa ma an …. Kar mi mem ha ta pi ma sar la y- ang sar ma…
De li ma kar si ke ra ne ter man sa ya bi la sa ya per la sa shen ti rian…..
Yi gat ke, ki ter b-er du-er ker lu-ar ber sa ma- sa ma!!!
Bun yak pe ka la y-ang ker la kar tan gen bi re ber la gu.

The stories Conclude…..
Ber na – ber na gem pi la ta pat ka wan se per ti mu….
Sar ya der la tar hu ar pe y- ang sar ya mar hu…. Tan sar ya er kan mer nu ju ker im bian sa ya. GaMbADae!!!!

Hope You like this letter….
Huh!! I really finish this tough job, completed the letter.

Copyright 2005.

Funny PoSE

2005-11-23T19:48:00.000+08:00

Feel Blue?? Unhappy?? NO mooD???

Maybe dis picture able to make me smile, laugh....
~~~ Hahahaha ~~~

Not Bad!!!
Enermy becomes friend.... All of them cooperarate just to take the huge delicious cake out of refrigerator..... and share together ...
SHh....shhh.. never tell our master about it!!!

Such A excellent TEAMWORK

~FAtE~

2005-11-16T20:47:00.000+08:00

Time is passing by in a quick flow....
I ask myself have I done something that is worthy...??

After thinking for a couple of seconds .... i still havent got my answer...
But one thing that I am sure right now Is.... ... Everything have their value
Just that I cant figure out d value at present..........
Maybe in future or in next moment
I will get d answer.....WHO KNowS???

Thus, I tell myself if there is something that belongs to u ... U will get it
If there is not belongs to u.. U will never get it
Is that call "FATE"?
Some say ...u can change it
Some say ...u can't
The former is a positive thinker and d later is a negative thinker..
But, I agree both of them.
Is good that v think positive...but when v take a look back
U will realise.. there maybe just a EXcuses
If u keep telling that u will get it u will get it....
Will u look to another options??
Maybe THere are others choices that far more better than the one u wanted.
Or d thing that u are longing for it....
Actually not d thing u want

So, There are always a Alternative In our Life.
Wat for to be upset... IS not worth!!!
WAt V need to do is...
keep walking in our PaTh!!!
The day will Not be end!!

NeVer Get TO KnoE

2005-10-29T09:49:00.000+08:00

Holiday !!! yes... is school holiday for about 2 month.
Yesterday was my last day in School ....hehe...
actually today is d last day... But no one is going to school today... everybody ponteng....Wakkaka...
My Frenz...C u all ya...Miss all Of U ...Happy holiday ...C u all next year!!!

The LAst day, I got to noe lots of secret
b4 tat i Never get to noe....
Aiyo......sumore need to play "TRue Or DaRe " only noe all d secret .
But tat really a nice game in order to get to knoe each other BeTTeR ...
Every one have their own StOries IN the back....
Anyway, HoPe BeSt Of LucK to All My frenz ....
I will be at Your Side !!!

FriendShip

2005-10-26T22:54:00.000+08:00

Will A FriendShip ..... Last Forever ....?

Nobody can predict the future....
Nobody can tell out the changes in themselves...

There are no limatation in a relationship
There are no eternal promises that able to last forever

I dont mind if the situation have been changed....
Coz i understand that I have to change to just suit the atmosphere...

I dont mind that is the friendship have been broken...
Or the feeling of comfort have been lost between a friendship....
The changes is a new format... there cant be return or undo to be the old one again

But, there is one thing i am sure that
i am grateful to have friends like all of you...
Thanks for everything
make my life more meaningful
and my path of life not lonely...

Am I Happy

2005-10-25T17:59:00.000+08:00

我真的快樂嗎?...
我常告诉我自己我要快乐。。。。
我是強顏歡笑吗？...
為什麼不說出來...
我常常呆滯、常常眼神空洞，真的有嗎？
如果有，為什麼我不知道？...
為什麼有人要告訴我？...

總覺得我也漸漸在改變，變得不喜歡說出自己的感覺，
常常故做快樂、開朗
常常选择逃避
逃避得连我自己也忘了自己要什么.......

我什麼時候才開始這樣.. ...
好像是從越來越懂事時，就越來越不喜歡說出自己的心情...
我在害怕嗎?..
我真的在害怕.......

我如果不再是我

要怎麼辦?...

Walking Tour

2005-10-22T23:03:00.000+08:00

Recently..... I am searching every corner juz to find a piece of article that is meaningful
Finally , I got it......
it really touch my heart ..... my inner sense....... of understanding about life

-http://www.geocities.co.jp/Hollywood/1387/walkingtour.html

我們在走著
我們在走著
從時間軸的過去朝著未來
不停地走著
我們不是只有獨自一人
家人、朋友、戀人都跟我們一起走著
這好像永遠都會繼續下去
但有時卻沒有辦法停下了腳步的人
再也沒有辦法走下去了

不過那個人並不是消失了
而是站在那兒
一直地站在那裡
看著我們往前走去
並不是消失了
因為永遠都在那個地方
放心吧......我們繼續走下去吧!!!!
是的，其實...沒有一個人消失了
大家都在那個地方為我們加油
所以...走下去!

真是走了好久呢
還真是有點累了呢
我看我差不多...停下來...也沒有關係...了吧
<呼>.........

總算是見著面了
啊..... 奇怪我在你停下來之後又走了很久，怎麼就在我背後
人一生所走的距離啊,回過頭來看
其實很短
什麼嘛..... 早知道....我也慢慢走了
先不管你看看你的家人
他們還在看著你喔
喂 , 一直在著後面會跌倒喔
記得好好的走下去......................

This is dedicated to one of my friend ......
HoPe she understand the nature of life that every of us need to face
My frenz keep on going ur life ....
We have to loss something in our life ..... But there will not the end for u.
Remember..........

WE Will always be there for YOU .......

GoOD Vs BaD

2005-10-18T14:25:00.000+08:00

What should we do when bad things happen in our life ......
For me.... I will get very desperate ... ... feeling that this world full of wrong .... devil....there is nothing worth in dis world.

BUT .....
until i found this article , I finally realise that there will be a different when we
THINK POSITIVE and count our blessing.

Hectic life

2005-10-14T14:21:00.000+08:00

Days will never rest...
Exam .... exam and still exam.It seem like never end.
Hey..NO...cannot cannnot!!! touch wood.
Holly bad to have exam......(^.@)
Burning midnight oil....drinking for coffee juz to stay awake, eat a lot coz feel toO stressful
(getting heavier after exam I think)....
PoooOr things.
But the most thing i undesirable is.....
Got stuck in the exam ....and never got an single idea how to do the exam paper.
Haiz......

My New Blog

2005-10-13T13:43:00.000+08:00

Hey.... newly create a blog...
There will be my dairy in computer... hehe...CoOl
So that i can talk without speaking. But talk with feeling....
Haha..... FuN ..
Can talk about crap...talk about de life , de time .....etc..